wow! i must be extra pretty today.. my cab driver gave me a $3.80 discount :O

hehe 5 more days to koreaaa

Hello world... pls be kind to me.. :)

1. My dad's worried I'm gona freeze to death in Korea 
2. Negotiable instruments are omgwtfbbq confusing and dry
3. I'm gona be jobless forever.. sigh

have forgotten what I wanted to say...... hehe. The itunes visualiser is strangely hypnotic ahhh.... I have so much work to do, so many papers to write, so much Jstor to search, so many textbooks to zap. Sometimes i feel strangely empty.. like a vessel void of feelings.. hmmmmm but I think my life now's nice :)

I'm learning to be motivated all over again, taking baby steps, trying to love what I do, concentrate for more than 5 mins. I think I've changed for the better in the past few months, learning to be more giving, more accepting and learning to be a better person...

My paper on the genocide in Darfur is driving me crazy, I don't even know why.. feel like I need to listen to Beatles all day long to learn to love the world :) Whatever it is, I'm pretty sure I'm still a liberal at heart.. Too many things in this world make me happy and I feel so glad to be human and to be part of this amazing universe... things like new earphones, lunch at my humble house, DOTA, macdonald labels, carrots, monsters, guinea hay, yakult, carrot cake, bobo, KL, hokkien mee, DOTA. I just need to learn how to work harder to make my life better and happier.

I'm still feeling very :( in my heart today...... about the cat.

Shit maybe I'm bipolar :O nomnomnom

 

Banged my car today :( Woe is me.... SIGH. Thank god I'm okay and thank god hern was with me. Thank you thank you thank you. I'm really good at acting tough hahaha :( :( :(